I held my little girl today.

I read a story about a mother who had lost her daughter to EB and it was probably the saddest thing I've read in awhile. Stuff like that is the reason I can't believe in God, how could someone so great take a child under a year old away from their mother? It's horrible.. that good people have to experience such a loss. I could never imagine losing Maddy, so I held her tight while I cried my eyes out reading the story about her passing...

Last night I also read the story of a rape of 9 month old girl.. how could someone do that? I hope he gets killed in prison.. Sometimes i wonder why this world is so messed up.. it makes me sad and it makes me worry about how I'm going to protect Maddy from all the bad things out there...